Hi there,

Well, i am feeling bit lonely now.. so thought of posting something. how about writing something about how I feel right now??

Actually I am waiting for a call now from S. I am not really sure that he would call me coz he had said me that he would call me yesterday. As usual broke his so called ‘promise’. Anyways never mind.

Sometimes I like this sort of lonliness where I can here my voice talking to me which will be usually unheard because of constant chatter of the outside world. I sometimes cant figure out what it exactly wants to tell me. I keeps on shifting it’s sides. But when I am determined of something, I never let my mind go off it. as an instance, I can say when I wanted to get into that ‘XYZ’ company I had only this thought in my mind ‘No matter what I am going to get placed in it’ I never let any of –ve thought haunt me or bother me at the least. Though I was a bit stressed out I wasn’t having any –ve thoughts about it. I use this particular technique for +ve thinking. The theory goes like this ‘ mind is like a projector and your thoughts are slides. Whatever slide you put on will be projected on your mind. If you put a +ve slide you will have +ve thought. If you put on –ve slide, you will have a –ve thought. And there can only be one slide at a time’ so, whenever I catch myself up with –ve slide, I immediately replace it with the +ve one. I am trying to improve on that. but it doesn’t work always. It works only if you desire intensely for it. As Mr. APJ Abdul Kalam has rightly said ‘if you want something, desire intensly for it, and be absolutely sure that it would happen’. I have tried it and it really works wonders.

For that one needs to have this strong will power. The power to go against what your mind says towards what your mind wants.

I don’t know why, at this moment I am not able to implement the above things I have mentioned. May it’s the call that I am waiting for.. well I just hate to wait. Be it anything. because some people are so hell bent on proving their power that they don’t even value other’s time. I just hate that attitude. My point is, why do one has to promise that he will call you and waste your time?? I just cant understand their attitude.

I am feeling sleepy now..
Good night.