Hm.. I am back.

I want to do some reviewing of today's happenings.
well, nothing much happened today.
WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is this for real?????????
Or Shall I call this a coincidence???
While i just finished typing the above sentences, someone called me up. Someone whom I NEVER expected that i would get a call from. Well, let it be. I'll talk about it later.

Well, today I learnt that helping mom in the kitchen is like helping myself out of boredom. Recently I am feeling a bit of laziness coz i never do anykind of physical work. Also my usual routine of studies has been disrupted. that's why i feel i am a slacker. Since i helped her out today i felt some sort of satisfaction within me and i discovered that from very long time I havent done this.
The next lesson is, staying cool most of the times helps. I did not quarrel with anyone today even after so much of provokation by my mom. I think I am learning to be patient.
I desperately need to continue this 'lesson' of patience. I need it badly. I know i will soon learn it all over.

I observed a change in myself today!!
Usually when i listen to other's thoughts or sayings, i easily get taken away by it. That is, i usually feel less about myself when i hear about other's success stories although my position isn't so bad. But it wasnt the same today..
Today I had been to a friend who has been placed in Caritor. She works in B'lore and she comes back to her house every weekends. When i listened to her lifestyle I felt I will cope with the situations much better than her. I felt that it will not at all be a problem for me working. I am cool now as far as the 'working' part is concerned. I felt slightly higher or equal to her. Though she persuaded me to take up test for some other co. my mind is fixed to go only the first co. that i am placed..

In a nutshell, I can say that I have changed the way I think.. and today I understood that I think 'positively' most of the times and not negetively as others..
That's all for today..
Tomorrow's lessons tomorrow.